Hope Trust - Ngaramtoni

Rachel Doyle April - July 2008

So many thoughts are going around in my head at the moment. It all seems a bit surreal sat here in my room listening to Ali Faka Toure on my laptop (Mali music) and typing away at my journal at 8am after breakfast and before I leave for the office. I left Arusha yesterday afternoon and took a taxi with Leonard the local man in the Mondo challenge office. We took a taxi to Ngaramtoni – a half hour ride through green fields of corn and bananas. As we drove through the village I was surprised at how busy it was with many shops and a couple of bars and cafes and lots of local activity. The village is mainly Maasai and although many of them now don’t wear the traditional red cloths there are still plenty dotted around. I met the family that I will be staying with for the next 3 months who consist of Mr David, Mama Baraka, Julius (approx 7) and Venance (approx 5). The family are Maasai but a modern Maasai family. Mr David owns the ‘New Sahara’ café in town and Mama Baraka works at the hospital as an anaesthetist. They are very welcoming and a lovely family. Mama Baraka showed me around the house, a brick built building which consists of 4 bedrooms – mine, the childrens, the housegirl and theirs, a lounge complete with sofas and a tv. The cooking is done outside in the courtyard and the toilet is also outside along with a shower cubicle. I have not sussed out the washing routine as yet – I get a bucket of hot water in the evening which is my ‘shower’ but the logistics of juggling my clothes and toiletries and trying not to get everything wet has yet to be mastered. The housegirl does all the domestic duties including the shopping, cooking, washing etc and looks after the children. My room consists of a bed, shelves a table and chair and cupboard and electricity which is a bonus. I have a surge protector that I bought yesterday as apparently the fluctuating electrics can damage your equipment. It is flickering all the time and I am making sure that I save my work regularly! Andre who is volunteering at a local primary school is staying about 5 minutes away so he came over yesterday to show me around the village and we had a sprite in the local BMW bar. I am glad that he is here as my only contact with the outside world! He has been here for about a month and will be here for another 2. I’m not quite sure how I feel about the whole thing at the moment. There is nothing that I won’t be able to handle but suddenly 3 months seems like a very long time. I am going into the Hope Trust office today where I will be working so I’m sure once I actually find out what I will be doing on a daily basis then I will feel more settled. Myself and Andre have been asked to teach English to an adult class that some of the previous volunteers have been teaching. So we have tentatively agreed with the understanding that we are not teachers but will give it a go. Apparently they are very keen students and will be grateful for anything that we can offer. I am hoping to be able to take photos around the village but at the moment I am not confident to get my camera out. The locals don’t like it and there would be a big scene and requests for money. Maybe when I am walking with Mr David or visiting with my work I will be able to take photos. However hard this may feel at the moment – I know that it is a real privilege to be living in the community with these people. This is a side of Africa that a tourist would never see and even a back packer would probably never come across. Because of this the locals pretty much ignore us – whereas in Arusha we are approached all the time by people wanting to sell us souvenirs or even just to talk. The children in town and sometimes the Maasai shout out Mzungu (whiteman). I asked Leonard what would be the appropriate response to this?? It is not meant as an offensive call but more of a hello. He couldn’t tell me so I decided that I would reply either ‘Hu Jambo’ hello or Maasai whichever seems fitting at the time. They all seem pretty good natured and like a joke. The weather is really strange. It rains a lot at night – torrential rain all of last night which woke me up in the night. Then in the morning it is either very cloudy or rainy then as the day goes on it gets nicer and the sun comes out in the afternoon and it gets quite hot for a few hours. Anything that I do outside of the house has to be done during daylight – it is not safe for us Mzungus to walk around at night.

Mr David took me down to introduce me to ‘Hope Trust’ who I will be working with for my time here. It consists of an office with files and a computer with printer. Daniphord is the only full-time employee and I will be working with him mostly. He is a lovely Tanzanian man 32 years old, who speaks very good English. We got on very well today and I think we will enjoy working together over the next few months. Hope Trust has 4 board members 2 of which are Mr David and Mama Baraka. Then there are 6 community volunteers who are paid a small amount. I hadn’t really been given a clear idea of what exactly I would be doing so I was interested to find out all about the organisation and exactly what was going on at the moment. It seems that Hope Trust do some training of Women’s groups educating them about HIV and health matters and the other side is to give small business grants to people suffering with HIV. Then they receive visits from the Community Volunteers who record their weekly profit/loss etc and offer advice on how they can improve the business. The gap that I can see is that although the CV’s have a huge thick folder of information on HIV training they have nothing apart from one sheet of paper on business skills, ideas or advice. So I think I have found what my first job will be. Just to give you an insight into a day at the office Africa style here are some of the problems that I encountered today. The office has a budget of 22,000 Tanzanian shillings per month to buy stationary/sundries etc (about £11).One black printer cartridge is 35,000 Tsh.One hour on the internet at a café is 1,600 Tsh.They are not backing up their work on the computer and the CD drive is not working so I have backed everything up on a ‘Make your Mark’ memory stick (sorry for those of you that have no idea what MYM is!!) that I bought with me which has solved the problem temporarily. They have internet at the office but it is a dial up connection, pay as you go. So this is only used very sparingly due to cost. So today Daniphord wanted to update the virus protection but to download via dial up is very expensive and takes along time so we decide to go to the internet café and put it on a stick and bring it back to the office. So it is half an hours (beautiful) walk to the internet café and we are busy downloading when half an hour later the power goes off and we loose everything…………..welcome to Africa. Nothing can be done in a hurry so I am not even going to try!
I pondered for a while on my 24/7 wireless super fast internet connection that costs the same as a few beers for a month. I am dealing with a time rich but cash poor society whereas I am from a world that is totally opposite.

There are so many things to report back it’s hard to know what to talk about first. I’m sure as time goes on I won’t find so many things to tell you about but at the moment everything is an experience! Last night I sat and chatted to Mr David over a glass or 2 of red wine. Most of the discussions here end up being about comparisons between here and the UK. Last night Mr David wanted to know about why people get divorced in the UK. They have divorce here but it is not very common and I think you will realise why later………… Mr David only has one wife but it is common in Maasai culture for the men to have more than one and up to five. So the pattern of things seems to be that you marry the first wife and have some children. Then when the wife gets tired as she is working in the field all day and looking after young children he takes the opportunity to ask her if its ok if he gets a new wife as she is too tired for sex. Hence wife number 2 appears and the pattern continues. So who needs divorce? It rained all night really heavily and kept me awake. Earplugs are essential here but even so sometimes not enough. There is constant noise here in the house, either from the TV or radio, the children, dogs, rain etc. I am getting to know the routine of things in the house. Its hard not being in control of things that I take for granted at home. For example: Making a cup of tea – Amena the house girl puts a flask on the table when tea is up, having a shower – one of the boys knocks on my door and announces ‘Rachel ready water’. The hardest thing for me (and I knew it would be) is having very little control over what I eat and no control over when. The food is nice, mostly vegetables, rice, beans, lentils or chapatti. But I am finding myself only eating to stop the hunger and not for pleasure like I do at home. I am looking forward to getting to Arusha at the weekend where I will be eating a lot of chicken! My brain is being challenged in ways I didn’t expect. Dan speaks English very well and I managed to convince him today that he is fluent – although he thinks he has to be perfect to be described as fluent. He asks me such questions as….What is the difference between certain and definite?Explain the difference between indigenous, native and origin – and what is the opposite of indigenous? By the way if anyone knows this one please help as my pathetic reply was ‘not indigenous’. What is the definition of hindsight? (We had a lot of fun with this one and it was my fault for using the word in the first place!) - well as they say hindsight is a wonderful thing. We had this chat while walking about an hour to a school where the CV’s were teaching HIV awareness to the school children. When I entered the classroom I felt pure fear and was glad that I wasn’t out here as a teacher. I don’t know what it is about a class full (I counted 55) of teenagers that has such an effect on me. Me and Andre have been roped in to take over the previous volunteers adult English class. So we went along tonight to see who was interested in coming and what level they were at. We explained that we are not teachers but will do our best. We tried to engage the class and get them to tell us what they had been learning and what things they wanted to learn etc. To say it was like pulling teeth was an understatement and we were a bit lost at this point. When asked what they would like to learn – 3 of the class said ‘football’ – clearly that was not going to happen! Then Andre asked if they had any questions, thanks for that Andre. Immediately hands went up and I was asked………Are you married? How old are you? What level of education have you achieved? Probably my 3 least favourite questions in the world. So not so shy after all then. They will be getting some very difficult homework as a reward for that…...I am already plotting my revenge.

On Safari…………… My first proper weekend in Tanzania and I was determined not to waste it by sitting and using the internet all day! Some of the volunteers head into Arusha at the weekend to stay in a hotel and meet up to do stuff. We had a volunteers meeting on Friday night followed by dinner. It is nice when we all get to meet up and chat as it gets quite lonely during the week. Saturday was spent doing internet stuff, lunch and a bit of shopping for supplies that I can’t get in the village. On Saturday night I was ready for a bit of a night out so I dragged some of the others to the ‘Maasai camp’ which is a campsite bar, restaurant and disco that I went to in 1995 (thanks Owen for the reminder of the date). It had changed a bit and was a bit more sophisticated than it was back then. It was empty when we got there but by the time we had finished dinner it was heaving. We had a good dance and a few drinks. It was full of Prince William look-alikes – gap year students I think, maybe doing volunteer projects also. It was a really good night and I’m glad that we have found somewhere here with a bit of atmosphere as most places are quiet. But note to self on lessons learnt was don’t go to the Maasai camp the night before a walking safari…………………… The top man Anthony Lunch has been out here this week overseeing a corporate sponsored project that Mondo challenge have undertaken – setting up an internet learning centre in Longido which is a very remote village. So we all decide to go to Arusha National Park for the day. We did a 3 hour walking safari and a drive around the park. It was a really hot day and no rain for a change. It has rained everyday since I have been here, mostly at night and in the morning but sometimes all day and really heavily. It is getting cold in the evenings and will start to get colder – which is not good as they don’t have any heating. My hands are freezing as I’m typing here with my fleece on. Anyway hope you enjoy the safari photos.

Getting down to business. We went to visit two grant recipients today. The first was a couple – both living with HIV and have 3 children. The husband used to work as a stone mason but this work is too hard now he is sick and also was not a regular income. With the grant from Hope Trust him and his wife now sell vegetables everyday in the village. He told me that the grant has enabled him to have a regular income. The second one was a lady who lost her husband to Aids – she is living with HIV and has 2 children to support. With the help of Hope Trust and a grant of 75,000 shillings (about £40) she has set up a business cooking and selling chips and tea at lunchtime next to the school - she works out of her back yard. With the profits from this business she bought a chicken and a cockerel so she can breed chickens and have enough eggs to sell. I asked her what difference the business has made to her life and she said that before sometimes her and her children would go all day without food. Now they eat everyday. There was also pressure on her from her in-laws to remarry and go onto have more children. She does not want to do this – now she has a choice. She was in really good spirits when we spoke to her and she gave us a bowl of the best tasting chips I think I’ve ever had. Another of the recipients that I have met was a man in his late 60’s and also living with HIV. He is a retired policeman but because he is now sick he does not get his full pension (work that one out!). I asked him what difference the 70,000 shillings had made to him. Wait for this…………he said that now he can afford the bus fare into Arusha to pick up his free HIV medication. Before the grant he had to beg for the return fare (about 40p). He runs a business from his house, setting up a stall on market days selling sodas etc. I am getting out to as many of the grant recipients as possible so I can learn about what kind of businesses people are running here and what problems they may face in order to help me write the manual. As I am finding out more and more about these people and their situations the task is becoming more and more challenging. Not only are these people restricted by lack of money but also by their traditions and cultural dos and don’ts. In the UK in the area of business support that I was working in there was often a lot of discussion about ‘What the motivations are to start a business’ and there was always a number of different answers. The only reason here is to generate income in the only way they can as they don’t have any other option.